This is a another new start for me, at first i meet this girl, and things were going well until there's a problem occur between us. She reminded me of the me in the past, she had taught me how cruel i was back then, ignoring ppl, and avoiding them for the whole them, to those people... i would like to appoligize.
But the fact doesn't change that... one most important thing, to never trust someone so easily, i trusted you, i told you i'm serious in our relationship, and it's hard for me to think that it's the end of us. Who would push away the person who had been wanting to kiss her? And which couple would tell their partner that they're sick and in the middle of 2:30am she appear outside with her friend looking fine? I guess i'm the fool this time, thanks for teaching me all these, now that i will be more careful dealing with others.
Because of you, i experience sadness, betrayal, dissapointment & anger again, the days were hard, having myself hanging in the middle of no where because of your selfishness, but in the end you still don't realise your own mistake, that's the best i could give you, nothing more.
I'm so glad and lucky, that i have friends that will still be by my side when i needed them. There's so many lesson, mistakes and process that are reminded in this experience, they reminded me how cheerful a person can be, and all of this shit is just part of the process in a life, if i don't make mistake, if i don't fall, if i'm not hurt, i'll never learn and it will keep repeating again and again but i'm still not leaning anything.
I would like to specially thank Jen & Ah Chi, for being there for me when i thought no one will be there. I was alone at the hill, smoking and listening music all by myself thinking the same thing being repeated over and over again, a little joke, a little care, and lots of smile and laughter had cheer me up, knowing both of you is the best i could have in my life, trillion of thanks to both of you, i appreciate everything that had been given to me by both of you, you cheer my day up. That's the best i could ask from a friend, once again... Thanks Jen & Thanks Ah CHi.
