..I've been blaming Melz for tricking me to this trip, because i knew instead of paying her installment monthly, i should have started saving about 6 months ago..
This will be the first time going vacation without my parents with me, i'm kinda excited, yet at the same time.. having a hard time about leaving.
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There's this feeling, where it doesn't feel safe, as if i need to be more prepared for the future, cause you never know what might get to you. Certainly hope it wasn't effected by some award winning movies like "Titanic" & "2012".
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One night, my mind was full of it, it scared the crap out of me and I couldn't sleep. How long has it been? Since the last time I have a pillow in my arm with my head bowed down and pray to God, asking Him to calm my soul & spirit down, and to cover me with his blood throughout the journey. I had to admit, I used to doubt Him, but immediately after the prayer, the heart just calm down like the wind above the sea just stopped, the pace of the ocean slowed down.. slowly... you see your self laying at the center of it, without knowing it... I had fallen asleep.
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It strengthened my belief, that He is watching me from above, trying to show me the right path, and also to help me through the time of needs. Thank you Lord.
