Yesterday had been a really long day, it's been such a long time since this feeling came back to where it belong.
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It was very tiring, yet miserable.. You've gave your best yet it doesn't turn out the way you expected it to be.
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Prepared for the arrival of this, I show no tears, just expression of sadness & the will of destroying oneself. Alcohol & drunkness are no longer in the list of forgets, now... looking at the land far across the sea, is the only thing i could think of.
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It is indeed the best time to flash all the jokes back to your mind, those that makes you smile, laugh, better yet, those that brings you joy.
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No one should or even deserve to be blame, at the end of the day, it is both heart that are keeping secret unwilling to let out, it all came down to where I am now.
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We show no fear, no laughter, no tears, no emotional expression, but if you were to see them, always remember... they're human, they're just one of us, one will wear a mask, but behind it... you will understand there's no such thing as a calm heart.
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Woke up in the morning with sigh, knowing it's going to be another long day, or even worse... a long week to go. What you can do, is to be strong, and hang in there. As for me, i'll stick to the view of a land far across the sea, and maybe one day... i could reach that place.
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Everything happens for a reason, the bad, the good.. everything.. That's what i believe in, which allows one to forgive the past, look at the future and survive in the present. A saying.. "Yesterday is history; Tomorrow is Mistery; And today is a Gift, which is why it's called the present".
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No longer you know the right thing to do, the dont's, the cure, the element, i'm lost.
