Carved Within: 51st Agung Cup 2009

Kelantan Team : Agung Cup 2009

Yesterday night about 11:30pm, i receive a call from Mei, asking about our sis' -Kai Leng-'s where about. Yes, we'll make ourself free and try to meet you up tonight, so please wait for our news k?

But of course, whenever she called lately, what interest me more is one of the biggest basketball competition in Malaysia Agung Cup(元首杯). Last Thursday, she started complaining about a coach, who might not be so suitable to be a coach for a big competition as he couldn't analyse the situation correctly and not to mention to use the right method for troubleshooting.

As an audience and also a basketball player, i think this particular coach had made an unforgivable mistake. There's a good player playing in KL team, she's "Wen Rou", several MVP (Most Valuable Player) title were taken by her. I was told before the game she had hurt one of her foot, but because the team did not perform well, she requested to play on that game. Yes, i understand how can one just sit and watch while she thinks she can turn the game around, but later on.. as if her shoulder's joint had separated, finding it hard to hold the ball tight enough to avoid others to steal it from her. Does a shoulder injury (which is not a small injury to me) less important than a winning game in a big event?

Picture of Players from team Kelantan, Big Fishes in a Big Pond. This is most certainly one of the craziest thing i've ever heard in the history of M'sia Basketball. The ladies Final between Kelantan - Ex-National Players VS Johor - Current-National Players, basically is between old school and new school, average age from Kelantan team was 34.5, it surprise me to see all the ex-national players who are still so passionate about basketball and decided to come back out for a game of their life. I wish i could turn back time, get my butt into the car and drive to Nilai to witness the game, heard it's a very close match, Johor was not satisfied with the game, as they claimed the opponent happened to use some dirty tricks, in the end they had lost to Kelantan by one point.

There are no limited in how far one can go, but how much can you give to achieve what you want. A loss is a Loss, you can't turn back time and you can't change the result, you're energetic, young, and a bright future in basketball ahead of you. Cause one day, you will be the what they did today, beating the national teams up, appearing in newspapers headline.

Carved Within: "July" 2009

Here comes the month i hate the most throughout the year, which is the month of "July" in chinese calender. I'm sure the 1st number you will think of is "14", yups, we all know it very well, it's the month of Hungry Ghost Festival.

My parents used to tell me not to go out on the 14th & 15th of "July" because that will be the worst day throughout the whole Festive Month. I hate horror movies a lot, i never wanted to watch them, and i hope i never know them because all they did was put up some stupid advertisement at the cinema, create some trailer to lure you into the movie, and buying the tickets just to get scared from them and having a hard time sleeping at night, honestly... i hate it, but sometimes i just had to get my head down, move my feet and get the money out from the wallet and having trouble sleeping at night, damn it.

Not only the horror movies like to release during this festive, people will be sending chain message around, no matter through mails, facebook, and especially handphones, which is absolute very very annoyed by it. But what can i say? Sometimes is just better to know the rules than to ignore it, so what you should do and what you shouldn't.

Honestly... i don't know what people do during this festive other than my father will pray every 1st & 15th day of the month, and putting some busicuit by the road side for the so called "hungry ghost" that have no home to go, no relatives or love ones to visit, and will be hangging out at the road all alone. That's all, oops... maybe some candles, which I don't know what is it for.

I wish everyone safe & sound all time, 出入平安。

Carved Within : The Mark oF Tear Drop Behind mY Phone

I seldom rush myself into relationships, because at the end of the day this quote will still remain as the teacher of my life "It's better to stay alone than settle down with the wrong person".

There are so many to do in this life alone, one of the best invention created by mankind is music, and i choose piano. Tons songs i wish to play and lots of music sheet i've collected, from popular music like "Secret by Jay Chow" to "Eternity of Lightwaves by Nobuo", all this music inspired me, filling up every second in my life, and believe it.. this is when each and every second in your life counts, each keys you press are a step closer for you to learn something new. Wishing i could play like my best friend Melz, the passion she have for music is one of the greatest thing i've seen in my life, i believe she could play so much more better and reach a higher standard if finance aren't in her way. If i'm not mistaken i think she'll be taking Diploma exams in piano soon, best of luck, that's all i can say.

2nd best creation are sports. It doesn't cost much, and here... i choose basketball, ping-pong, & badminton. I believe badminton are one of the most expensive sports among the one i listed, since the rental of the court is so expensive. I had to say because of sports, i had many buddies who share the interest with me, and that makes us hang out a lot, something even travelling outstation for competition. But i wasn't good enough, i wish i could do better, i wish i could still improve myself. Now i'm trying out badminton, wouldn't say it's something new for me, but i've left it for more than 10 years, and now picking it up really test my patient, no matter win or lose, i'm still gonna try my best, and never stop improving myself.

3rd best creation of mankind: GAMES!! How many game player you've seen in the market? The most common are of course, Play Station 3 (the latest), X-Box 360, Wii which enable to create a clear and real life looking screen, this show how great and advance our technology is right now. My brother bought a Wii back home last week, and i finally bought a new game yesterday, i would say a game i've always wanted to play but when i finally sat down looking at screen and holding to my controller, i notice this game need more than skills to play, courage, any idea what game is it? Here's the answer, Residen Evil 4, Zombies, and Cruel Mankind disgusting~Eww~

No matter how, i can't shake off the aching in my heart, everytime the memories flash back, it just reminded me of the tears i've been holding back. My love had been returned, but it wasn't enough, people are greedy, which is why life is never enough. I never stop trying, because i know there's space of improvement, i never give up, cause that's what determine win & lose. I found someone, who always gives up, someone who has great potential, almost flawless, but gives up easily, i'm trying so hard to tell that person to get up and move on, but most importantly.. don't expect spoon feeding, you don't try things yourself you'll never know, you never fall down until it hurt so much, you'll never remember the pain that keeps you going on.

I hope i can be a better person for you.

Carved Within : Person I HaTe

痛恨父亲。

真想知道他讲话有没有经过大脑，跟别人讲他是我的父亲真是一件可笑的事。从小到大我都没碰过神台的东西，经过也懒得看多一眼，他还不知道我不喜欢接触那些东西，真是一个笨又不体贴的糟老头。

初十五，另一个伙计没有上班，通常都会是他在老板还没进来之前先把需准备的东西洗好弄好，而因为他的病假，我得代替他做，没关系，做到就做。郑先生打电话到公司，吩咐我“把地主公的杯子洗好”，就照做...一到公司骂个有的没的说为什么我没把神台上的杯子一起洗，算！还不奋气要讲过一句“为什么你那么笨的？”他妈的老母，我不做你讲我不孝顺跟着你的意思做你骂我笨不如你自己做更好？！？！闲别人做不好就自己做回，闲别人做的不够好就自己不要懒自己做完。

每次都是你把我惹得那么气，等我有天离开家不理你的时候那就是你该死！