Carved Within : The Mark oF Tear Drop Behind mY Phone

I seldom rush myself into relationships, because at the end of the day this quote will still remain as the teacher of my life "It's better to stay alone than settle down with the wrong person".

There are so many to do in this life alone, one of the best invention created by mankind is music, and i choose piano. Tons songs i wish to play and lots of music sheet i've collected, from popular music like "Secret by Jay Chow" to "Eternity of Lightwaves by Nobuo", all this music inspired me, filling up every second in my life, and believe it.. this is when each and every second in your life counts, each keys you press are a step closer for you to learn something new. Wishing i could play like my best friend Melz, the passion she have for music is one of the greatest thing i've seen in my life, i believe she could play so much more better and reach a higher standard if finance aren't in her way. If i'm not mistaken i think she'll be taking Diploma exams in piano soon, best of luck, that's all i can say.

2nd best creation are sports. It doesn't cost much, and here... i choose basketball, ping-pong, & badminton. I believe badminton are one of the most expensive sports among the one i listed, since the rental of the court is so expensive. I had to say because of sports, i had many buddies who share the interest with me, and that makes us hang out a lot, something even travelling outstation for competition. But i wasn't good enough, i wish i could do better, i wish i could still improve myself. Now i'm trying out badminton, wouldn't say it's something new for me, but i've left it for more than 10 years, and now picking it up really test my patient, no matter win or lose, i'm still gonna try my best, and never stop improving myself.

3rd best creation of mankind: GAMES!! How many game player you've seen in the market? The most common are of course, Play Station 3 (the latest), X-Box 360, Wii which enable to create a clear and real life looking screen, this show how great and advance our technology is right now. My brother bought a Wii back home last week, and i finally bought a new game yesterday, i would say a game i've always wanted to play but when i finally sat down looking at screen and holding to my controller, i notice this game need more than skills to play, courage, any idea what game is it? Here's the answer, Residen Evil 4, Zombies, and Cruel Mankind disgusting~Eww~

No matter how, i can't shake off the aching in my heart, everytime the memories flash back, it just reminded me of the tears i've been holding back. My love had been returned, but it wasn't enough, people are greedy, which is why life is never enough. I never stop trying, because i know there's space of improvement, i never give up, cause that's what determine win & lose. I found someone, who always gives up, someone who has great potential, almost flawless, but gives up easily, i'm trying so hard to tell that person to get up and move on, but most importantly.. don't expect spoon feeding, you don't try things yourself you'll never know, you never fall down until it hurt so much, you'll never remember the pain that keeps you going on.

I hope i can be a better person for you.